Most people don’t know that I have an anxiety disorder. I feel like standing on an edge of a ravine every time I have to drive alone or tak...

First off my sur name doesn't sound Spanish-enough, I'm not sure what it sounds like, so I guess I don't deserve a shred of apol...

OM On Love and Separation Instantly I was caught up in a meditative mood (aka staring blankly into space) as I mentally pushed the pause but...

OM On The Holy Name If God has a name, what would it be? asked Joan Osborne in a song which was great for a while. Perhaps before I was even...

OM On Suffering The most abundant thing in the world is suffering. People go around marketing this place as a beautiful spot (like in travel...

Back in college, I used to like a lot of people, from a far. From a distance, so to speak, I obviously am ignorant about their lives, likes ...

On Seeing Zeitgeist Om There is a belief that the spiritual can never be perceived by our material senses. For example if one opens up a bod...

Last night my wife left me, due to my supposed “extreme” practices. I came home from a sadhana-bhakti (devotional service) lecture to see ce...

On Education It is said that it is better to live like an animal than to teach nescience. For so-called teachers of this sort are described ...

The law of conservation of energy states that energy may neither be created nor destroyed. Everything in this world is the product of some p...

Or On Saving Loved Ones Worse than you yourself dying would be the dying of your loved ones. Most of us suffer great anxiety over this matte...

Or On A Death of a Young body O I. This news came to me late yesterday afternoon, telling of a high schoolmate’s death by brain tumor. She w...

One of the things I'd learned from college that actually won over forgetfulness was that if you find it annoyingly hard to sleep at nigh...

A love that is a little higher than loving one self would be loving the world. Nothing is more easy. The world prizes love for the immortal,...

Inspired by the film Quills I had this thought that our time line, based on goodness and badness, has a shape of a tria...

She would block her tiny body against the TV screen whenever I raise the remote to that direction, as if that would prevent the channel from...

You find yourself in this artificial and temporary world. Everything seem nice and tolerable...a pool and comfortable beds, food. The chic ...

Lola may die tonight, repeated the ambient voice over in my head, as I looked down at her shriveled form--almost no longer human, disconnect...

Apr 29, '08 4:58 AM For the nth time I am convincing myself not to quit. It started when I was brushing my teeth and suddenly, as if bro...

ACHIEVEMENT Apr 24, '08 5:08 AM It would have been a heated argument if I weren't that tired and drolling for sleep, when me and my ...

April 24, 2008 For a few days now, that word has been constantly in my mouth. Justice. There has to be justice in the end. I was drinking wi...